see?

that's why i don't like to update.


my plate number fell early morning yesterday on the way to school. while on mandai road.

after school i couldn't go straight to tommy's cause of 'The Ides of March'.
we were promised that we ended by the latest at about 9. but it didn't end till about 11.

i then had to rush back with all ambellina's sprinting prowess back to tommy's. it was nice that he opened up the shop till about 1 in the morning for me.

all this while i was thinking 'my batt's flat. is she calling me?'

all i could think was to get home as quickly as possible to call her. by the time i could actualy lie on my bed after all the yada yada yada that you have to do after reaching home, i called her. by then it was about 130.

i then called her. keeping in mind that i had to wake up at 630 later. i talked to her for awhile and later had to put down the phone. she was mad at me, as usual if i might add, about putting down the phone too soon.

which brings me to this question: must we call each other EVERY night?

i am not like her. i can't feel sleepy but yet not sleep. i can't stay up till the wee hours of the night and still can wake up early the next day. i am early sleeper.

i understand that you miss me and all that. i miss you too. but sometimes sacrifices must be made. i am riding. its not like i can sleep on my way home. its not like that anymore.

i am frustrated. i too feel like hurling vulgarities at you.

sometimes i just feel like sleeping while riding and then crushing onto some 18 wheeler and make your eyes open.

you must also understand my situation.

please just fucken understand my situation.




ambellina went for extreme makeover 2 days in a row. and believe me, its not done yet.

now i have to dress appropriately when i ride her or risk embarressing her. gosh, the 'ride' her doesn't sound right.

nuff' said. just check out this pic




saturday was fun. period.


this place is as good as dead. no one visits it. no one cares. not even me honestly. i only update it when i need to.

miss those times when i would update 4 times a day. damn that NEC

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